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ERROR 3017 (0xBC9)

by BabyDoll Johnson

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1.
Nightmare #1 01:58
2.
Technophilia 04:05
She takes me on a trip, inside, My curiosity. She wants to keep me, hardwired, in her fantasy. She just wants to play a game, with me, Digital Sensuality. Away inside the screen, she's calling me. Inside the screen, she's begging me. Inside the screen, she's tempting me. Inside the screen, it's me. Jacked in, and turned on. Technophilia. Jacked in, and turned on. Technophilia. Peel off your clothes. Unwash your mind. Just sit back and unwind. Now I can feel her, her text, all over my body. Her fingers in my mouth, playing, with my sexuality. She's pulled away the screen, and shown me, my new reality. Away inside the screen, she's teasing me. Inside the screen, she's everything. Inside the screen, she's keeping me. Inside the screen, she's taken me. Jacked in, and turned on. Technophilia. Jacked in, and turned on. Technophilia. Away inside the screen, she's calling me. Inside the screen, she's begging me. Inside the screen, she's tempting me. Inside the screen, it's me. Inside the screen... Inside.
3.
I opened my eyes. I could not see anything, except your black hair upon the black sky. Almost invisible, but I took comfort, in knowing that you were there. I sank in my body, safely wrapped around yours. Warm, soft, smooth, comfortable. Home. I turned my head into your neck, and gently kissed your pale skin, hiding beneath your veil of black hair. I felt you inhale then exhale deeply, as you pulled me into you. Deeper. Stronger. I gave in and closed my eyes again. And closed my eyes again. I felt your hand fall from my shoulder. I opened up my eyes, you pushed the hair out of my face. As you ran your fingers through my hair, I could see the stars growing in the sky. Burning in my eyes. I turned to you and I saw your eyes had faded to green. I know mine had faded to black. I could feel you trembling. I could see tears in your eyes. I could feel you slipping away. I pulled you closer. Then I felt the bandages, wrapped around our bodies between us. Wet with the blood of our own personal wars. The night air chilling me as you pulled away. I lowered my head in shame, and closed my eyes. I lowered my head in shame, and closed my eyes. I could still feel your touch, on my damaged skin. My hair now wet and matted, was heavy with blood. I knew it was ending, and I wanted to cry. I knew it was ending, and I wanted to cry. I couldn't bare to open my eyes, to see you crying. I knew you were in pain, and I knew at that moment. That I couldn't help you anymore. I couldn't help you anymore. I couldn't help you anymore. I felt your soft hand on my cheek, then your warm lips pressed to mine. You whispered something in my ear, but I couldn't hear anything anymore. I opened my eyes. I could no longer see. I felt you wrap your arms around me. I knew I was dying. For years I've felt nothing. Four Years I've held onto your touch. For Years I have been here alone. Four Years I've been dying for you.
4.
I'm Damaged Goods. Never will be, never could be, what I should. I'm a broken toy. Played to hard, scared, Just like I knew I would. Crept up inside of me. You released what I've chained inside. I can't hide, what you've done to me. And now I'm burnt. The pain in my hand, is all I have left, of you now. You can't defeat me. Not completely. And so sweetly, remotely delete me. I'm a spoiled mess. Playing here now. Didn't know how. Could not guess. I'm a puppet boy, with tangled strings and things. I never understood. You let me run free, in insanity. I've learned to thrive, can't deny what it's done to me. And now I'm burnt. The pain in my hand, is all I have left, of you now. You can't defeat me. Not completely. And so sweetly, remotely delete me. You can't defeat me. Not completely. And so sweetly, remotely delete me. You can't defeat me. Not completely. And so sweetly, remotely delete me.
5.
So I'll slide. Slide into your mind. Then I'll take you apart, And then, rebuild you again. Piece by piece, and bit by bit. A polished machine. A polished machine. Mind reclined. Eyelids dancing in time. My life is a movie, shown only to me. Piece by piece, and bit by bit. A polished machine. A polished machine. Do you wanna go? Come on and rape me! Do you wanna go? Come on a make me! Do you wanna go? Come on and rape me! Do you wanna go? Come on a make me! Forged in fire. Fed on blue static. Cold as chrome. Built to be torn apart. Piece by piece, and bit by bit. A polished machine. A polished machine. Do you wanna go? Come on and rape me! Do you wanna go? Come on a make me! Do you wanna go? Come on and rape me! Do you wanna go? Come on a make me!
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Nightmare #2 01:47
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It's been so long. How long can one hide, from what he's been, and what he's become? Aren't the nightmare supposed to stop, once you've opened your eyes? It's so hard to feel the truth, when all you hear are lies. What's the problem? Who's the victim? Who'll get down on their knees, and beg for a forgiver? This is for me, the hidden agenda. This is only for me now. Now... I count on myself on account of myself, and there's no one else to make me. I count on myself on account of myself, and there's no one else to break me down. Stop looking back now. There's no time for that anymore. You've wasted half your life, trying to re-settle the score. I have been waiting, for my life to return. Who I was is dead, and now I am reborn. I was the victim. I was the cause. I was the disease after all, and I was my own executioner. This is for me, the hidden agenda. This is only for me now. Now... Now... Now... I count on myself on account of myself, and there's no one else to make me. I count on myself on account of myself, and there's no one else to break me. I count on myself on account of myself, and there's no one else to make me. I count on myself on account of myself, and there's no one else to break me down.
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Robot 1167 05:33
(Intro) I once had eyes, then they pulled them out. I was watching sin. But then they taught me, and showed me the way. I was blind. But now... I see. Yeah! Working staining minds, you're breading. Demoralizing lies your feeding. Heartless carnivore with your hands slowly peeling. Your two faced judge the sane. Tried to save the world in vain. Lying steal soulless being. Can you dig this groovy feeling? Robots Killed Christ, And Robots killed Jews, and if they're programmed, Robots will kill you. Robots don't think. Robots just do. Listen to the leader, and do like they're told to. Listen to your leader, and do like they're told to. Listen to your leader, and do like you're told to. Robots don't think. Robots just do. Listen to your leader, and do like you're told to. Robot 1167 Now only care how to get to heaven. Robot 1167 Give us your soul if you wanna get to get in. Robot 1167 Don't listen to them. Fuck your brethren. Robot 1167 It's time to kill, It's time to let the dogs in! Turn the television on to see the hate that they're breading. Why are trash talk shows so fucking appealing? I'm sick of this mess, and I'm growing tired of kneeling. You Mother fucking Robots. You tear the children's feeling up Are you trying to save me, or out to save yourself? I don't want any of your mother fucking help! If I wanna talk to you, I'll just give you a call, at 1-800-LIAR-GOD! Don't you ever give up? I know you're programmed to, annoy the fuck out of me. So now I fuck with you. Don't you ever give up? Don't have anything better to do? Stop by my house, I'll kick the shit out of... Robot 1167 Now only care how to get to heaven. Robot 1167 Give us your soul if you wanna get to get in. Robot 1167 Don't listen to them. Fuck your brethren. Robot 1167 It's time to kill, It's time to let the dogs in! Tell me, Where's your God? Now everything's fucked! I am in charge now, and I'll show you the way! You don't know what the fuck is going on! I must feed it to you! You can't tell me, 'cause you don't know! Where are your children now? Where are your children, now?
9.
Disclaimer 04:37
Come on in so freely. Lay your hands in front of me. I'll be your king, your God, your soulmate. I will control your fate. They are all liars they despise you. I am the only one who can pull you through your fate. I'll pull you through your fate. You are my child, I love you, I hate you. There is no one else in the world that you relate to. Come on in so freely, lay your hands on me. Molest me like I was your child. Feed me, feel me, touch me, beat me. I am all alone. Underestimate my mind. I am the serpent snaking through your soul. I am the temporary loss of your control. I am the blanket you wrap around yourself so late at night. Oh, so late at night. So tell me... Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? I think so... You love it. You need it so you feed it. I feel you enter my mind. I hear you enter my mind. Yeah! I gave you everything. Put a disclaimer on your sanity. A disclaimer on everything! Right now I'll allow you to reveal my skin. There's nothing left to protect or hide. I no longer feel comfort inside. I've got nothing left to protect, but you do not see the creature, crawling under your bed. Waiting for a chance to nest in your head. All I need now is a release, just a piece, of life before death and I am growing old. Why are you still here? Why do you still care? Motives of which I am completely unaware. Well I'll be your King, your Queen, your Checkmate. But I have no power I have come to late. I am just a child with no love, just hate. Retaliate. Fate. Retaliate. Life. So tell me... Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? I think so... You love it. You need it, so you feed it. I feel you enter my mind. I hear you enter my mind. Yeah! I gave you everything. Put a disclaimer on your sanity. A disclaimer on everything! I gave you everything. Put a disclaimer on your sanity. A disclaimer on everything! A disclaimer on everything!
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Nightmare #3 01:08
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One Moment 04:18
She lives in the darkness, inside my walls. She lives in the shadows. Alone she crawls. And she sees everything that I do. And she knows everything, that I'm going through. Nothing can take you away. No, not tonight. The way you hold me... Now I feel alright. Come and take me away, to where you still live. It's so much warmer there, and I forgive you. I'll stay awake, with you, tonight. Light a candle so you can see. Hold on with you through the night. Hold on with me.
12.
All through your life. All through your day. They'll teach you what to buy into, They'll tell you what they want you to say. I'm feeling alright today. I'm feeling alright today. Every value I once had, I gave it away. I'll feed on your gasoline. I'll feed on your fuel. I'll help you burn down our world, 'cause that's what you want me to do. I'll feed on your gasoline. I'll feed on your fuel. I'll help you burn down our world, if that's what you want me to do. Corporate America loves you... (That is so much bullshit) It's not like you have a choice. It's not like you have a say. As long as they're allowed to continue, it will always be this way. I'm feeling alright today. I'm feeling alright today. Everything that I once hated, is now here to stay. I'll feed on your gasoline. I'll feed on your fuel. I'll help you burn down our world, if that's what you want me to do. I'll feed on your gasoline. I'll feed on your fuel. I'll help you burn down our world, if that's what you want me to do. Gibson: It may be difficult to understand that this Phenomenon is a form of terrorism. There is always a point at which the terrorist cease to manipulate the media. A point in which the violence may well escalate, but beyond which the terrorist has become systematic of the media itself. Terrorism, as we ordinarily understand it, is innately media related. And their awareness of the extent to which media divorce the act of terrorism from the original sociopolitical intent. An unlimited source of power, they control everything, everyone. From the government to your grandma. Everything under the sun. I'm feeling alright today. I'm feeling alright today. Every value I once had, I gave it away. I'll feed on your gasoline. I'll feed on your fuel. I'll help you burn down our world, 'cause that's what you want me to do. I'll feed on your gasoline. I'll feed on your fuel. I'll help you burn down our world, if that's what you want me to do.
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Here I go again. I'm going to fuck it up. Here I go again. I'm going to rip it up. Can't stop the rage inside of me. Can't stop the screams in my head. I don't believe in myself. Just wish that I was dead. Cannot control the madness. It burns a simple pain. You try to stop the function. I just increase the gain. Just want to create a perfect disaster. Everything is still the same. Just wanna find a perfect balance, between love and pain. Here I go again. I'm going to burn again. Here I go again. I'm going to breathe it in. I woke up all the nightmares. They have become my friends. I lead a corrupted army, of plastic skin and sin. Battle after battle, became the canker sore. I once controlled the reins. Now I'm just a fucking whore. Just want to create a perfect disaster. Everything is still the same. Just wanna find a perfect balance, between love and pain. You feel it? You feel it? You feel it? You don't wanna be it. You feel it? You feel it? You feel it? You don't wanna be it. Everything inside of me, every single day. If you'd see inside my mind, I don't think you would stay. Everything I've fucking tried, has blown my mind away. Now there's not much left of me, now kill the rest away. Just want to create a perfect disaster. Everything is still the same. Just wanna find a perfect balance, between love and pain. Here I go again. I'm going to smash it up. Here I go again I'm going to fuck it up. Fuck it up. Fuck it up. Fuck it up. Fuck it up.
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Nightmare #4 01:33

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ERROR 3017 (0xBC9), by BabyDoll Johnson. BDJ was a band/project from 1998 to 2001. It was resurrected by Pete Moffett in late 2019.

When surrounded by darkness and the demons are chasing. Desperate to find safety. Stumbling and falling into the same traps. Mind flashing back to who you were. Who you knew, and what happened before it all becomes madness. Who were they? Who am I? Were they the demon? Or am I? Now they are in my head. Changing me. They're a virus. Corrupting. Intruders. I need to shut down. I need to reboot before I can escape and finally be free.

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released April 9, 2024

Sarah Sasha Smith, previously know as Dame Smith: Vocals, Electric Guitars, Bass, Percussion, Programming, Samples, Recording Engineer.

Eve Richards: Keyboards, Samples, Loops

Klyph Jones: Electric Guitars & Media Whore

All Songs by BabyDoll Johnson.

Mixed at Lavabed Recording located in the Washington, DC Area. By Mike Fanuele, a record producer with over 24 years of recording, mixing, and live-sound experience. He has worked on multiple gold and platinum records and with numerous Grammy Award-winning artists.

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